OLYMPICS 2008 SONG
"BEIJING WELCOMES YOU"
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ok i know this is late considering the olympics is over but hey, better late than never right? (i think thats prob the most oft used quote in this blog haha.)
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so anywayyy,
ITS A DAMN NICE SONG!
damn ching chong sounding but for once, i'm actually damn proud of my chinese roots.
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pluuuuusssssss,
they got manymany hot chinese to come together to make the song so no longer do we only have william hung representing us asians to the rest of the world.
i never knew so many hot chinese men existed lor.
shall start watching more chinese serials and mtv :)
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ok i say this with absolutely no disrepsect to our mainland chinese friends in sg,
BUT IS THERE SOME PLOY TO SEND YOUR UGLIER COMPATRIOTS TO STUDY HERE? COS IN ALL MY 3YEARS IN NUS, I HAVEN'T SEEN ANYTHING CLOSE TO WHAT I SEE IN THE MTV. GRRRRR.
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and lastly (and also most importantly), check out 3:25 where theres this SUPER CUTE butch singing.
googled her out but somehow she doesn't look as cute in photos so GO SEE THE VIDEO!
sigh yes i am momentarily wanting to turn les.
can't wait for the next herstory party.
:D
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(oh and i never realised nicholas tse was so hot either :))
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ok nothings happening in my life right now.
which isn't actually such a bad thing.
peace, stability and boredom is seriously underrated.
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i wanted to blog something about how depressing it is voyuering and marvelling how perfect they're little lives seem, and how its unfair some people have it ALL AND MORE when they're practially half your age (ok fine i exaggerate. but yes very very young girls.)
but i shan't since thats just childish.
and the best part is if you know that it isn't just an online persona, but they are really truly that perfect AND THE MOST RIDICULOUSLY ANNOYING PART IS THAT YOU CAN'T HATE THEM COS THEY'RE GENUINELY NICE PEOPLE.
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urgh voyuering is bad for health lah.
facebook is evil.
but i guess someones life will always seem better than yours, and everyone has their little demons and skeleton problems in their closets that'll horrify even the most jaded.
or i could just be making myself feel better.
har bloody har.
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but nonetheless,
i'm happy with my gazillion dvds (yay video ezy!)
and with the fact that i get to spend every day with the boy i love and adore,
he who is alive, knowing that i exist, who tries his best to tolerate me and is also (erratically very) nice.
:))
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so i guess life is pretty good.
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(but i'd be alot happier if someone cld also buy me a LV DAMIER GRAPHITE JORN which is absolutely lustworthy. and black so it won't get ruined when i spill anything on it haha.)
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BLEEDING PROFUSELY
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both literally and metaphorically.
just lost $95 at mj.
fantastically clueless at how it happened and have absolutely no idea what i did wrong (other than having really REALLY REALLY bad ass luck).
considering i spent the whole 1.5hour bus journey (no $$ to take cab already lah) thinking about it, it just goes to show how amazingly flustered i am about this whole issue.
i can't decide if its really that i suck so badly, or that i'm just unlucky.
8am and still thinking abt such a pointless issue.
tsktsk.
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AND I HAVE TUITION IN 3HOURS!
cannot take cab (no $$ rmb?) so will need to take another 1hour bus ride back to the west.
if fall asleep now confirm must take cab.
so here i am trying to blog to keep myself awake (tho its not really a big prob considering how high i'm feeling now over mj).
lose until damn high lor.
it was so bad that i had my first laughing fit in AGES in the midst of the game.
just laugh and laugh for no reason.
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which brings me onto my next point:
i think i've gone slightly psychotic.
so i was doing this survey on maxim mag AND I FULFILLED 80% OF THE CRITERIA OF PSYCHONESS!
forgot which exact category i'm under but it really worries me ok.
maybe i need a shrink.
(or maybe i should just laugh it off since its a maxim rather than a real psych quiz?)
(denise if you see this drop me a msg ok- i need a real pysch persons opinion haha)
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hopefully it's just a bad day for me.
considering the fact that i got tuition cancelled last minute, went all the way to the gym just to find out i forgot to bring a top, then lose at mj, i fervently hope and pray its just a bad DAY.
not a bad week, month or (*gasp*) year.
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ok done rambling.
go shower, wander arnd the house abit more to waste more time then tuition (then maybe gym if i don't die by then).
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WHY HUH

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everytime someone blogs abt emoness, they get more poetic, lyrical and eloquent?

then when i blog abt emoness, i just sound ranty, angry and uncultured?

knnccb must go take course on how to be a angmoh-pai emoster.

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free day tmrrrrrrrrrr :D

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PHRASES TO LIVE BY
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i'm not sure how to even work this into a post but
*ptooey to bad taste*
ok and that shall be the end of it cos i dont exactly know what my point is except that THANK GOD SOME THINGS AREN'T THE WAY THEY ARE ANYMORE.
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so in other news,
i love murphy's law which states that "Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way".
when you're feeling really sorry for yourself cos it seems as if you've just had the most ridiculously worse possible day of your life, just remember the above and take comfort in knowing that this terribleness seems to be a phenomenon that everyone will go through at some point in their lives
or you can call it karma and just think to yourself that you deserve it so no use blaming anyone.
hah.
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oh and i got wasted again (and yes don't think i don't see the "aiyah whats new" bubble on top of all your heads ok!) but yes, it was really so wasted i dont remember a thing that happened (my last memory was of downing half a jug of alcohol).
prob the most exciting thing i dont remember is opening the door of a semi moving cab and puking all over the road at a traffic light.
thank god for temp memory loss.
but as they say, "third times a charm", so i guess no more nights of drunken stupors.
and def no more downing of graveyard+half jug of long island within 15min of each other.
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oh and we went to zouk flea and easy which was annoyingly crowded and after that to explore ann siang hill which was pleasantly uncrowded (see sarah's blog for reviews and pics).
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and i think my head is WAAAAY to big, making me look shorter than i really am (which is made worse by the fact that i'm not very tall to begin with).
anyone has suggestions about how to solve that?
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i'm very upset
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someone who supposedly cared about me just made the most insensitive, ridiculous allegations that i've ever had to deal with.
(well ok most is prob too much, but it does rank very highly. and considering who that person is, it hurt so much so that even places i never knew existed felt strangled by anguish. so drama.)
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i'm so upset that i haven't been able to sleep for the past 3 hours even though its already 9am.
which makes me even more upset because i have back to back tuition starting at 10am for the next 9hours.
which means i'm going to be damn ass fucking tired.
the thought of which makes me even more upset.
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i think i need a break from mj.
its hardly enjoyable anymore for some reason.
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nonetheless, go take a listen to yael naim's "new soul".
yes its the song for the macbook air ad.
cheered me up just that tiny little bit.
not enough to let me go to sleep and not think about the totally uncalled for comments from that person and to have a non sleep-deprived day.
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what a pointless post inspired by my pointless life.
yay.
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CLOTHE(S)
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i never knew i missed school as much as i did until i forked out $75 for a very school pinafore looking dress, totally oblivious to the fact that it made me look like i was back in sec sch.
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not only is it in the exact same colour as my shower curtain,
it is also uncannily similar to our good ol' tkgs uniform:wear this must rmb to shave armpits always kena the very unfortunately common scgs girl faux pas.
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and heres the pic i promised of the dress that i got into the bidding war for.
:)
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to denise:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING :D
yes,
lets hibernate together.
then we can get each other pet goldfishes too to accompany us through the times of uninitiativeness and nonstop nonsense.
love you to death!
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I HAVE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS STARING INTO MY WINDOW
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the house next door is getting demolished.
their so close that i think if they tried, the banglas could leap right in.
i suddenly appreciate the god awful metal grilles at the windows.
and my curtains suddenly seem mighty useful as well.
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the drilling (at last count, i've identified at least 4 different ones) goes on non-stop,
8am to 6pm.
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wassup with this area man.
theres more than 10 new houses under construction/constructed in the last year just on this very short stretch of road alone.
everyone seems to be wanting to tear down and rebuild new houses.
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economy very good now meh.
why suddenly everyone so rich can build new house?
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i for one, dont need a new house.
i just need fucking sound proof walls in my room to block out all the noise.
oh yeah and maybe self defence classes and pepper spray might be useful too.
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i do honestly think its possible to go mad from being surrounded by excessive drilling work.
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apologies world,
charlotte is still in hibernation mode.
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